(1 song | sing a song) [05 Sep 2006|08:41pm] today was the first day of grade 12. and i wish i had more to say for my summer. going back to school today, made me realize how quickly our lives are changing. i'm only hoping it's for the better. recently i haven't really been too close to anyone, and it's driving me insane. i have nobody who really knows what i'm feeling, and i just feel like nobody really cares. everyone who i used to know, and know everything about, i hardly know at all anymore. i feel like i'm at a new school and know nobody. i just feel really lost and confused right now. how badly i wish things could just stay the same. so here's what it is. im thinking about making my parents happy and going to some private school in toronto. everything's changed so much anyway. ughhhhhhh. kill me.

(1 song | sing a song) EEK! [22 Jul 2006|10:16pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | The Stills - Helicopters ] DEE! i'm supah excited for next week... cause guess what... COTTAGE! okay, here's the schedule. 1. wake up. 2. run to food/trampoline. 3. swim across lake. 4. try to swim back. 5. boat around lake. 5. bake in sun. 6. make nachos. 7. avoid cousins. 8. TUBING! 9. paddle boat star gazing. 10. party with pete and frank. 11. party more with pete and frank. 12. marry pete and frank (i call dibs on frank). 13. sleep away our life. 14. wake up to "OLLIE OLLIE OLLIE!" 15. repeat. oh and "eat" will follow after about every one of those points...

(3 songs | sing a song) The Recent [somewhat sleepish] Events. [12 Jul 2006|09:09pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Pilot, A Kind of Hope ] so my days are filled with frizzy hairstyles, shopping with my [best friend] mom, and making frequent outings to homesense. we've been there 3 times in 2 days, each time a different location. ah, what dull and depressing fun. no actually, it's nice to spend time with my mom. i've realized she's actually a person with a personality, a sense of humour, and a heart. she's not just that thing who provides for me. i don't know. things have changed, a lot. the people who i thought meant everything to me, are quickly becomming a thing of the past. i'm trying to "live in the moment". i only think about what or who is in front of me, and what matters at that time. no sense in thinking about things that you cannot change [?] life is good lately, i don't need drugs to be happy...i'm satisfyed with the person i am, and who i'm becomming. i know that everything that has happened, and the people i have lost is for the better. if they do not care for me, then why waste my emotions on them? right now, i am truely happy, and i don't know if i've ever felt that before. i'm confused about things, and sometimes i worry, but i know that my family are the people who are always going to be there for me. i haven't felt this good in a long, long time. so um, why was this like a rant about my new found self? ...apologies...

(sing a song) Tiffany's Summer So Far. [06 Jul 2006|10:00pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Thursday, Running From The Rain ] My Summer So Far: -YEEHAW EXAMS ARE OVER! -fuck i'm grounded for eternity. -still grounded. -...still grounded. -drug rehab. -therapy. -heartbreak. -realizing nothing is left to live for. -understanding i have nobody who cares. -accepting that my mom is my best friend. -starting over. -forever converted to a pessemist. by the end of summer i'll be popping AT LEAST 4 zoloft a day. i look forward to it.

(1 song | sing a song) This is it. [03 Jul 2006|07:12pm] [ mood | depressed ] this is the end. i wish i knew what to say. or had more to say. but this is it, the end. life just isn't worth living sometimes. not when it hurts this much.

(sing a song) Sitting, Waiting, Wishing. [02 Jul 2006|06:50pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Matt Good, The Future is X Rated ] i hate sitting here. waiting for something that will never come. or call. or text. or just let me know i'm being thought of. thank you, for letting me know you're so much less than what i had expected. i shouldn't have waited.

(sing a song) Sigh. [01 Jul 2006|03:32pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Snow Patrol, Set Fire to the Third Bar ] i hate this. i hate everything. i've just excepted that nothing will get better. everyone says it will eventually. but i know, this will impact me forever. today, my first tiny bit of freedom. but it's not happening. i'm never getting my hopes up again. fuck. why does this always happen. fuck everything + everyone.

(sing a song) Time to start again. [29 Jun 2006|06:19pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | The Postal Service, Recycled Air ] well,i'm back everyone. i stopped using LJ for the longest time. but i thought it would be good to start it up again. wooohooo. now i have something to do when i'm bored.

(1 song | sing a song) [21 Nov 2005|03:30pm] you all suck garbage. and now a message from natalie: and so i will say what i sould have said some meny days ago.... YOU ARE ALL A BUNCH A LILLY DIPPERS! get dead and what not but first and for most learn to respect me after all its not an attitude problem if you have no attitude so mind your own god damn lives!!!!!! or lack their of! go to youare dry fools i'll no more of you besides you grow dishonest!

(sing a song) [04 Nov 2005|03:37pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | dee n i talkin. if that counts. ] hiya hiya errrrrbody. heh. so, how's life friendies? i'm... OKAY! and angry. at besties/besty. i will not elaborate. so chillin n illin with the dee miester. gon die dat hair tonight. and see get rich or die tryin' we gangsta like that. no okay, seriously. like i would ever see that movie. well maybe... but no. i requested going to the aunties house for swim times. fun. i'm so excited now. *sighs. poo. -tiffany.

(4 songs | sing a song) [18 Oct 2005|04:05pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | -basment jaxx- do.your.thing. ] hmm. okay. so here's an update for y'all. TIFFANY ROCKS MY SOCKS. get it. got it. good. no um. hmm... see i always wanna update... but then i find i never have anything to say. so you get these garbage posts that mean nothing. me n moser sat around with markie for a while at his house. watched some BAM. fun. now i gotta go shopping with the momma. not that i'm complaining. yeah. k. peace out. word down. (i dont know) -tiffany.xx0h. BOOM BANG BOOM BOOM BANG BANG DO YA THANG MAKE MA BODY SWANG.

(sing a song) Business Class [04 Oct 2005|09:19am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | -buuuuuuuusiness class- ] OH MY FREAKING GOSH PEOPLE. i'm in business class. being all sneaky and such. oh my. so dee. your posts amuse me. i laughed. i was late for class today. maybe i should get more sleep. photography will be a joke. and that's alls i got.

(1 song | sing a song) [02 Oct 2005|01:54am] [ mood | SASK SUCKS ] [ music | -freezepop- something.. ] BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM.

(1 song | sing a song) [26 Sep 2005|03:33pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | -idiot pilot- .to.buy.a.gun. ] hmm. it's been so long. (i say that literally every time i update) um. nothing really has been going on. the usual. ha. ughhhhhhh. i'm so sick. i'm going to die. so yessss. i ♥ you H boy yes. yes i do. -tiffany. XX0h.

(3 songs | sing a song) *sighs. [12 Sep 2005|12:38am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | -the spill canvas- .the.tide. ] so i guess. i've forgotten. about lj. and for this. i'm sorry. terribly. sorry. so um. my life is fun. sarcasm. heh. ummm. erik you're awesome. HMV Boy you're awesome-er. that's terrible. so sorry. umm. yes. i'm done here. -such a pointless entry. love, tiffany.

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